I am profoundly sorry that I have been neglecting you all. It is mostly due to my constant lack of internet. And to be honest, I have been quite preoccupied these days. You see my friends… I’m in love. Truly, madly, deeply. And there’s nothing you can do about it!
We have had quite the whirlwind romance, let me tell you! I fell hard and fast for this kid. I was a slave to my feelings, and just couldn’t help myself around him. He has a magnetic personality; he just has this way of pulling people towards him, one of his most appealing qualities. He makes me unbelievably happy in every way, and the passion we share for each other is unrivaled compared to any other relationship I’ve ever had. I can honestly say I thought I was in love only one other time in my life, but this love puts that to shame. I won’t bore you with all the gushy details, but I will tell you that the night we made our relationship “official”, was also the first night we said the “L” word, whilst fighting in our friends bathroom, in our swimsuits… if that’s any kind of indication of how we went about our relationship lol Sure we did things a little backwards, but we’re happier than we’ve ever been now, and that’s what matter the most. I love being in love, especially with him, he makes it so easy.
This Christmas vacation has been the longest amount of time we’ve spent apart in over 2 months, and the longer I’m away the more my heart aches to be back in his arms. It sounds super mushy and lovey-dovey, and so not how I usually am in these situations. In the past I’m usually so controlled, and distant. Maybe that’s because I didn’t care half as much as I do now. It breaks my heart a little bit every time he tells me he misses me and can’t wait til I am home. My parents are holding me hostage at their house, and I’m going crazy.
So I’ll be sure to keep you all updated on Christmas Lockdown: 2012!
Hope you all had a fantastic Christmas, and those of you who celebrate Boxing Day, I hope that was good too!
I love you all!
And you too googly bear! ;-) haha Xoxo
Wanna meet the lucky fella? Go visit my wonderful boyfriend here, and follow his blog! It’s nearly as good as mine. ;-)